意味 / Meaning

歌詞を書いてみても、
何も書けない。
歌を歌ってみても、
聞いてくれる人がいない。

詩を書いてみても、
本物の意味を分かってくれる人がいない。
人生を隠してみても、
私は自分のことがはっきりわかって、必要ではない。

しかし、あなたへに行ってみても、
自分が許される?
しかし、あなたを愛してみても、
私の悪いことも愛してくれる?

Translation

Even if I try to write a song,
I can’t write anything.
Even if I try to sing a song,
nobody is there to listen to me.

Even if I try to write a poem,
there is nobody who understands the true meaning of them.
Even if I try to hide my life,
I understand myself clearly, therefore there is no need.

However, if I go to where you are,
can I forgive myself?
However, if I love you,
will you love my bad things?

Interpretation / Explanation

Why do I write poetry? In the beginning (starting from my first post on instagram) it was for her. My ex-girlfriend. Throughout writing I slowly discovered some different inspirations, but mostly the pain I suffered because of her is my biggest one.
So I wanted to express myself, I called for help and called for a person who will listen to me, but there aren’t one.
I was suffering and I couldn’t hide it.
So many times I wished someone would write me and ask “How are you? Are you fine? I read your poem and was worried.”

 

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7 Comments

  1. There are songs that are sung without words and there’s always a tomorrow because in this world there is at least one person who will read your work or listen to your song keep trying and soon you’ll get something.

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    1. Thank you very much for the comment! Your words are so beautiful and really mean a lot for me. I will keep on and when those times, when I am depressed or lost my meaning, I will keep on, because I have a message to tell.

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      1. If there’s one thing Misia’s music taught me was to move past the pain value the ones who matter to you live in harmony with everything around you and others and try your best to enjoy life and yw (sorry about the rant)

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      2. No problem at all. I am still at recovering from the pain she gave me in the end. However, I am quite stubborn and can’t see anything good anymore in her. Nonetheless, I already sort of moved on and still try to learn a lot from life

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